Empty

I feel so empty in side
Just nothing seems to make me happy or angry inside
I don’t know what’s wrong with me
I don’t know what’s holding me back
Holding me back of smiling crying laughing shouting

It’s like I dropped my last tears
And there just none left

Maybe it’s to much for me
And is my body trying to tell me
I think my past is slowly killing me

I truly never wanted to cry so bad
You don’t know how it feels to be so miserable
And there just can’t come tears out of your eyes

I wanna know why people think I have no fears
Because I’m not crying on the outside
But on the inside.