Never tried to give love

I searched for so long,
I waited for so long.
What i wanted,
I never really knew for sure.
I had pleasure,
I wanted to be more rich.
I was rich,
I wanted more pleasure either.

I thought more women,
more chance to find.
The true happiness,
still hides, am I blind?
And i asked if it would be possible,
to find that love.
The one that never asks conditions.

In my worst time I smiled,
inside I cried.
You appeared once to bring
again laugh.
With your energy and heart,
you tried to make me feel better,
oh, I was blind.

I guess I no longer had faith in
such good and tender love.
And i didn’t react to your attention,
that meant so much.
Nothing else, just sorrow,
anger and tears.

And you tried again,
even more powerful.
You didn’t knew of giving up,
but I was the fool.
Disbelieve is built in my soul,
and deep and hard.
I haven’t seen your love,
not even, your last time cry.

Now I just wish
I could ever make yóu laugh.
But that chance is gone forever.
I have love inside,
but I never tried to give,
or never tried hard enough.
Now it passed away,
and I’m the one who cries at last.