Issues

Reality kicked out my dream
And left me dead in space
Nothing left to scream
I feel alone is this case

My thoughts are going fast
Can’t even ease my mind
My issues are so passed
But happiness seems hard to find

I really don’t know what to do
And fuck things up pretty bad
I can’t even talk to you
It makes me feel so sad

This is so hard, so hard to live through
My mind is coloured black and white
After all, I think I really need you
But even then, I start to hide

So after all, tell me, am I to blame?
‘Cause in my head I’m an insane
Do I really have to live in shame?
It’s all so painfull in my brain

When all my good feelings are gone
I know I have to make a switch
But from now on
I speak my own language…

It all reminds me how bad I am…