A torn feeling

A torn feeling

One day the past will come back
And it hurts even more
Only you won’t look at it like you did before
You just start the same track

Getting used to disappearing
In the end those things never existed at all
At that point, my thoughts are all clearing
Stopped crying behind that new wall

All those words didn’t count
That feeling never really mattered
Disappointment again I found
A past that I shattered

I hear those memories in my head
I see those lost faces around me
And then they’re gone just like that
And there’s no one left but me

Trust is important
Honesty is not easy to find
Someone that’s lovely and kind
And give you the life to stand