Worthless Lies

Worthless Lies

The only thing that will ever matter
How I can escape this craving
Is it better not to hurt myself?
Or should I stop this enslaving?

My head seems to welcome confusing thoughts
I can’t see clearly through my eyes
But I pretend that I’m allright
Because to you they’re only worthless lies

Why do I feel alone
When I’ve got an angel guiding me through?
How come I feel so lonely
While my life is blessed with you?

Am I really that unheard
Or just scared to feel?
Is this pain just in my head
Or am I to blind to see it’s real

Do I keep on guessing my life
Years left to spend alone
Surrounded by people passing by
No one who would bring me home

I stepped over my own vision
Living life like a one way road seemed possible before
But until your words disturbed my brain
I don’t want to be here anymore

I don’t trust myself within this universe
All my lies are just the same
Do I really have to be here?
And how come you can’t see my pain?