Useless

I asked myself so many times,
Why i’m always walking between the lines.
I feel like such a big mess,
And so useless.

I blame myself for so many things,
That I wish I could have wings
So I could fly away,
Cause I’m not worthed to stay.

I look around,
Listen to every single sound.
I look in the mirror and start to cry,
Cause I feel like such a big lie.

So I cry out,
But I can’t cry so loud.
Cause no one should hear it,
No one should know, that I feel like shit.

I’m the only one who knows this side of me,
Cause I need to be happy and nice,
So that’s what I will be
For the rest of my life.