Run away

Always a smile on my face
Even when my heart is
crying I will smile.
I don’t wane cry for you.
Left in the pieces that
you broke me into.
You don’t even see my tears.
You don’t see my pain.
I’m scared, a part of me knows why it’s over and accept it.
I don’t feel the pain anymore.
I could cry for every single thing you do, but I won’t.
I keep myself together, and I will be strong enough to go one with my life
I don’t move, I’m just standing and thinking about so many questions.
Our journey is over, we will go one but not together.
I felt so many and it’s not gone but I hide it.
Don’t break me further, then you already did.
I can’t change it, I feel powerless.
Pain, without love.
I just feel pain and nothing at all.
When I’m alone with my thoughts, it’s like I fall deeper and deeper.
And no one grabs my hand and save me from the dark.
The only one who can save me doesn’t even see it.
I try to save myself but sometimes it is so hard.
I want to give up, it’s hard enough without this feeling.
At one day I will fall in the dark and no one can bring me back then.
When I fall it is over, I did save it the first time but now it’s enough.
My heart doesn’t give me the chance to give up.
Does someone see who this girl is who stands before you !
Do you see the pain behind these eyes?
A girl who runs away from the pain.
There is a voice inside my head who tells me what to do.
But it’s not what I want.
I’m just running away for you!
I just want to leave this place.
Run away….
Disappear in the dark when no one is there to save me.