Need to change

Just another wasted day filled with bitterness and inner pain
Graffity is pulling
my feets of the ground
I’m losing control
Dark clouds with rain are coming over
Release me from this daily torture
Will I always keep rejecting you
Wrestling with my own line of thought
Knowing I have to change in some ways
A wound that stays open
Words left unspoken
Somehow searching for a save place
someone to comfort me
Hard for me to imagine the pain you’ve been trough
Time for you to let go of the past
Eyes filled wit anger and fear
at the same time
Feelings captured deep inside
Suffering under the wall that has been created between us
Perhaps to much broken memories
to fix
An ignorant piece of me
brings you down,
But it’s time for me
to go my own way
From now on I have to face the truth
I need to change.