My bed

I’m lying in my bed.
Staring at the wall.
Staring at the sealing.
Staring at it all…

I’m lying in my bed.
Dreaming of my own place.
Dreaming of your eyes.
Dreaming of your face…

I’m lying in my bed.
Drowning in my tears.
Drowning in my thoughts.
Drowning in my fears…

I’m lying in my bed.
Watching myself cry.
Watching myself cutting.
Watching myself die…

I’m lying in my bed.
Watching myself bleed.
Watching myself laughing.
Watching me succeed…