Made me stronger

I kept telling myself that we were going good,
that our love was real,
as a silly lovesong.
But it was not,
our love wasn’t how it should,
and now I realize,
I realize I was wrong.

You blamed me,
you said I was too shy.
And because of that, our relationship would never stand long.
But you either wasn’t
the perfect guy.
So I hoped you’d realize
you were wrong.

After a while in our relationship,
we started to ignore each other.
I found it really stupid,
and I was concerned.
Was it my shyness,
that made you bother?
The only thing I knew,
is that I was really hurt.

In public, I really tried
to show my love for you,
but I think I was too scared.
It felt like the whole crowd was looking at the things I’d do
And I couldn’t think about kissing, no I wouldn’t dare!

But after school, when it was just you and me, I had a great time.
We talked, kissed and hugged,
like lovers do.
I was glad, so glad you were mine!
And the greatest thing of all;
I loved you.

But then, things went
bad and we broke up.
You dumped me, because I was too shy, and you couldn’t take it any longer.
First I was really
torn about the break-up,
but now I realize,
it has only made me stronger.