I fear your view

I knew it from the moment I saw you
Just you in one time and place
I knew that you were special

And now, every time I see you,
I feel so happy and sad,
at the same time
Inside I’m just bleeding
Because I don’t know
if I can be with you
When I think about you
I’m scared what you
will think of me

You are hard for me to understand
Still I don’t know
what you think about me
And I want to know

So please tell me
And promise you won’t hurt me
Because I will not survive.