Darkness of my room

I’ll never see the clouds of thunder
the flow of the ocean
I’ll never see the magnificience of light
never the whiteness of snow

I cant see the colours without let a tear
only see the colour of blood
when I’m crying about my life
when I’m lying on the floor of pain

I only see the darkness of my room
with one white spot of light
and every day that spot
gets smaller, ‘till I’m in darness

Crying of my life
and get hit by the lash
‘till i just cant get a word out
and whisper the last time “stop”