Battle inside my head

My girlfriend is killing herself
slowly
and she can’t stop
she just can’t stop
while the everlasting fear
battles the hopefull thoughts
inside my head.

A mad old witch drove her crazy
with her hurting words
she gave her the thought
hammering in her brains:
“I’m too fat,
I have to lose weight,”
while she’s vanishing slowly.

I will not leave her
‘cause I love her too much
and ‘cause I won’t dare to watch
into the mirror anymore
and see the coward
that left his love
because of his own fear.

I need to fight
but I don’t know how.
What can I do
while she’s crawling,
suffering from the pain
of the slow suicide,
the slow famish?

A woman sells her medication
to fight her perfect weight
but it just kills herself.
How can she stop?
How ca she fight her own mind?
How can I help her
to love herself?

‘Cause my girlfriend is killing herself
slowly
and she can’t stop
while the endless dispair
and the everlasting fear
battles the hopefull thoughts
inside my head.