The girl in my head

Here I am. Sitting just alone
Wondering if I knew this all along.
The forever after best friends was a lie
It’s so hard to say goodbye…

Did you ever mean the things you said?
And when you said our friendship would never end
I don’t know if you realize
but you will always stay the same girl to me,
the girl I knew better than anyone else

I won’t say goodbye, I’ll never say goodbye, it’s just a ‘see you soon’

It feels like you pushed me back
into a world of pain, where everything is black
And I don’t know if you can feel
My heart is crying a million tears

I saw you walking hand in hand
I want to let you go but I can’t
I can’t let you fly away
And leave me behind with no reason to stay

Please believe me when I say
I tried to let you go
Let you go on, on with your own flow
I tried, but couldn’t let you go.